She never rolled in 
          the cool, lush grass of spring.
          
          She never ran free 
          at the dog park, never chased a butterfly, or sniffed the wondrous 
          smells of the woods in autumn.  She never played in the first 
          snow of winter or walked in the early morning coolness of summer.
          
          No one ever 
          scratched behind her ears or rubbed her belly.  No one had a kind 
          word or a loving gesture for her.  She never snuggled close on a 
          cold night, played with a squeaky toy, or ran through the house in a 
          game of chase.
          
          She was a factory 
          to produce puppies for the pet shops and the buyers who turn a blind 
          eye to the conditions of a puppy mill and the life of a breeding 
          machine in one of those mills.
          
          She lived in a cage 
          all her life, barely enough room to turn around.  Never enough 
          food.  Never vet care.  Just an endless cycle of breeding 
          and feeding, only to have every litter of pups taken as soon as they 
          could be sold.
          
          Instead of the 
          rich, lush, furry coat of a healthy Schipperke, she had no hair on 
          half her body and the rest was matted and dirty.
          
          Then her life 
          changed and so did mine.
          
          I own a Schipperke, 
          a service dog for my hearing disability.  Having quickly come to 
          love and admire this breed of small dog, I signed up with my local vet 
          to provide a foster home for needy Schipperkes.  The veterinary 
          clinic is one that works with the Aylmer Humane Society to take in 
          needy animals and rehabilitate them.
          
          She was rescued 
          from the puppy mill where she had spent a lifetime marked by 
          indifference, neglect and exploitation.  The Aylmer Humane Society 
          took in several of the animals rescued and one of them was this 
          pitiful, bedraggled Schipperke.
          
          The challenge was 
          daunting.
          
          She needed $500 
          worth of health care, including for her dental work, since her teeth  
          like the rest of her  had never been cared for.
          
          She did not know 
          how to climb stairs or walk in a straight line for more than a few 
          feet. 
          
          She was not 
          housebroken.
          
          She was completely 
          asocial.  Her owners never saw her as a unique and marvelous 
          creature.  She was a commodity for them.  She had the 
          company of a male dog whenever she was in season but only long enough 
          to breed.  She had litter after litter of puppies but kept them 
          only for the bare minimum of time.  And, she had her cage, the 
          only home she had ever known.
          
          She was frightened 
          of everything and everybody.  It was all so new to her.  She 
          wanted to find a dark space, curl up and shiver.  I had to 
          constantly coax her from out-of-the-way corners, bring her into the 
          light and sit with her until the shivering stopped.  She was 
          intimidated by my service dog, who was none too happy at sharing me 
          with another dog.
          
          I spent hours 
          bathing her body with egg whites to re-grow the hair that was missing 
          and to bring out the normal Schipperke luster to what fur she did 
          have.
          
          There were days 
          when, tired from work and the normal demands of life, her care was a 
          chore.  There were days when I despaired that she would never be 
          socialized, would never be able to understand let alone return the 
          affection I gave her.
          
          The first signs of 
          healing were fleeting at best.  Some days she would seem to slide 
          right back into fear and withdrawal, undoing all the progress we had 
          made.  Months of patient work were required and I could not get 
          discouraged or give up.  After the life she had had, she deserved my 
          best effort.
          
          But, little by 
          little, she began to heal.  Her coat came back and is so 
          luxurious that I was once stopped by a policeman who wanted to know 
          what I was doing with a bear cub on a leash.
          
          After having 6 
          teeth pulled, her grin is a little lopsided and her healthy teeth are 
          more than a little crooked.  But she smiles, a lot.
          
          She holds her own 
          with my service dog nowadays.
          
          She is ready for a 
          long walk or a short one any time of the day or night.
          
          She almost never 
          tries to find a dark corner to hide in, but I am always watchful and 
          fearful that she will.
          
          She understands and 
          enjoys play and runs through the house with no grace but great joy.  
          She can climb any stairs and wants to.
          
          She has great 
          curiosity about trucks, buses, motorcycles, construction projects, 
          house painters, street cleaners, fire trucks, motor homes, camping 
          sites, palm trees and whatever is around the next corner.  She is 
          the neighborhood busybody and were she human she would know and pass 
          on all the gossip.  No one comes or goes without exciting her 
          interest.
          
          She tolerates small 
          children and trusts adults.  She snuggles at night and demands to 
          have her ears scratched any time of the day or night.
          
          She delights in car 
          rides and trips to the pet store, the cleaners, the hardware store or 
          anyplace that is open to her.  She is the perfect travelling 
          companion and has mastered the art of sticking her head out of a 
          partially opened car window just for the joy of the wind in her face.
          
          She has a unique 
          personality that is still unfolding.  She is much more than a 
          pet.  She is a companion who has repaid me a thousand fold for 
          the time and the trouble that it took to rehabilitate her.
          
          
          
And, she is a firm 
          and fixed part of my family.  I have long since given up the idea 
          that I would end my foster care and let her be adopted.  As 
          worthwhile as pet foster care is, this little Schipperke has found a 
          permanent home 
 in my house and my heart.
          
          She is Kayla, the 
          little bear cub who came to visit and stayed to live a full and rich 
          life.
          
          And a month later, 
          another female dog  Peggy  arrived at the Aylmer SPCA and Jennifer 
          contacted me.  I convinced a neighbour to adopt her and it is 
          also a success story.  Thank you to Jennifer and the volunteers 
          at the no-kill shelter. 
          
          Cristina
           
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